i LiVe ThE hOlLyWoOd LiFe

IM HOMEEEEEEEEE

Sat, 07 May 2005 23:35:43 GMT

i home at me casa...ya bitches i call that shit spanglish...

booo

Sun, 24 Apr 2005 14:38:05 GMT

well it is offically the end of spring break..:(....had a good vac for the first time in a while..the first couple of day i was in penn for cheerleading and it was sooo much fun in the hotel room with my laura and my mackenzie...:)...then on monday i went dress shopping and found a really pretty one so i got it...then on tuesday michael came over and it was a VERY fun day...:)...not in a sick way either..i love that boy..then on wedensday i had to help my aunt with my grams 80th b-day part and then i went home and fell asleep...then beth called and me and her and dana went to the mall..,i found wicked pretty shoes and made my mom buy for me the next day...then on thursday i woke up sooo sick and mike was supposed to come over but my mom was like noooo..so we went to the drs and then i found another dress...hehe...and i am wearing that one now...and i can go look for another one...then that night i went to katie palmers for her 16th b-day and mike and his friend jack came and visited..so he meet the girls and they all approved...:)..then on friday...I DID NOTHING..and it was amazing...i was loving life....then mike came over on saturdy and then i had a party to go to and then i went to the movies...well that is it...

mucho love
samma

Wed, 20 Apr 2005 00:23:40 GMT

mike is here...YAY!!!!!!

that is the end of my entry..hehe

Mon, 18 Apr 2005 21:14:11 GMT

well then...
have a boyfriend now...YAY...he is sooo cute...and taller than me...by alot...:)...he is pretty amazing...:-P

penn was fun..soooo sad that i didnt go to the semi...would have been fun wit the girls...

well this is a short update...im feelin a lil shaky...:-/..

peace..
samma

wow

Sat, 09 Apr 2005 13:45:43 GMT

last update was forever ago...

this week has been AMAZING!...such a good week..:-P...last weekend i did nothing..haha...talk to a guy that i knew forver ago...he so cute...and i am going ti is jr prom..:)...wicked excited but kinda nervous too..what if they dont like me...but michael said they will...i hope so..i havent found a dress yet..i have a couple to choose from...but i think im going out with kate to look for a dress..i hope i find one..pray for me...haha...its all good...well in school nothing too exciting had happend...like only 2 monthes left..haha...i go to fla in like 3 weeks..YAY!!!..cant wait to become tan..and check out the boys..and go shopping i love to shop down there i need to bring and extra suitcase just to bring the stuff home...haha...well i think that this is the end of the update...

peace...
samma

maybe its childish...

Sat, 26 Mar 2005 13:40:38 GMT

well i am off to east strach ur ass...should be a fun day with the girls...so basically i have spend my whole weekend with my two favorite people (nikki and mac)..it has been so much fun..i think i need a weekend like this...they make me come back down to earth...cuz as u know i sometimes forget to do that...friday was a fun day i woke up @ like 9 and then i made pies with the fams...:0)..i love pie day...then i went shopping with my cuz and got a new clutch and then i went home for like 10 mins and then went to work...and work was a another friggin entry...:-/...now it is saturday and i am off to fitchburg and goin to watch the girls...i wish i was competing...but...then tonight i might hang out with someone...maybe not...who knows....then sunday it is EASTER...gift for me....i love getting stuff...and i love the food on easter..it is so good...ham...mac and cheese..stringbean cassole (however u spell it) i think i am a fat perosn inside b/c i eat wayyy to much...oh well..

SUMMER IS LIKE IN 3 MONTHES AND I GET MY LICENCE IN LIKE 6 WEEKS!!!YAY!!

well i am out...
peacee..

samma

i love stawberry milshakes

Fri, 25 Mar 2005 01:32:36 GMT

well this is going to be a very pointless update but i havent updated in a while so i will now...i came to the conculsion today that...I AM SEXUALY FRUSTERATED...that is the end of my update....
i think i am on drugs...
nope im not...i am jus like this...
wow....thats all i have to say

samma

another 500 miles before we shut this engine down....im gonna stay 18 forever...

Thu, 17 Mar 2005 00:38:51 GMT

wicked cute today...in a really good mood all day....kinda werid but it works out..jp asked me to the semi..excpet i am not going so it is kinda weird but whatever it is all good...i think i like that boy...:)...i dono yet tho we really havent hung out..like outside of school...but it is all good...
haha kate...U JUST RAN OVER DAVE!!!!..u should have seen his face i think he was ready to just die...i was loving it...and then today "Sam get in the car"..she split her pants...so many good times...too many to type..she is such a good friend...:)....sometimes..nah im jus kidding..:-P...well i am out to finish my english hw...:-/...byeeee

mucho love
samma

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MICHALEA...:)

ehhhh

Sun, 13 Mar 2005 13:37:01 GMT

well...havnt updated in a year and a half...and boy has alot happend....kate got her car and as my parents said i am never home...oh well works for me...thursday we watched the oc and it was amazing like always...jr prom in like a couple of weeks...not going @ this point...but who knows..i really do not care if i go or dont go anyway...i found something out this week that i was not to aware of and i learnd that you cant always trust people...i have stood up for this person through everything i have never been mean to her i have alwasy been the one who has stood by her...and then this came along...she is the last person that i thought would ever do this..and i guess it is his falt to b/c it wasnt jus her..and i thought i trusted him too...i guess i just kinda feel used...like i have been in the middle of the road and i just keep getting hit over and over again...until some comes by and helps me....i guess this is the one good thing that has happend in a while...i take that back a long while...people tell me that he is not good for me but i am one of those people to find out for myself...i reallyt do not care what happends..even if i goes no where b/c i have felt special for one week...

ill update later...
peace
samma

yoo

Thu, 03 Mar 2005 23:32:37 GMT

name = sam..samantha...samma...
piercings = 2
tatoos = 0
height = 5 6ish
shoe size = 8
siblings = danny
[Last...]
movie you watched = something about mary
movie you bought = the notebook...:)
song you listened to = matchbox 20..dont remember the name
cd you bought = :-/...co clue
listened to = my dad yellin..not @ me....wow thats a first
person that's called you = kate
[DO...]
you have a crush on someone = maybe...;-)
you wish you could live somewhere else = HELL YES
you think about suicide = nope
you believe in online dating = no its kinda weird
you believe others find you attractive = nope
you want more piercings = yesss
you like roller coasters = I LOVE THEM
you write in cursive or print = print..u cant read my cursive
[HAVE YOU...]
ever cried over a boy = yes
ever cried over a girl = nope cant say i have
ever been in a fist fight = bet ur ass i have...haha..juss kiddin
[WHAT...]
shampoo do you use = dove
shoes do you wear = none i actully hate them
[NUMBER...]
of times you have been in love? = once
of times you have had your heart broken?= once
of hearts you have broken? = none
[DO YOU THINK YOU ARE...]
pretty = no
funny= i think so
hot= only when i am mad
friendly = yea
amusing = to myself
loveable = yepp
caring = yepp
[FAVORITE...]
11 letter word= i love saying FUCK
Actor/actress = topher grace
Cartoon = chuckie! not the scary one
Cereal = trix
Chewing gum = whatever i find in my casa
Color(s) = pink
Color nail polish= french mani
Day of the week= saturday
Least favorite day = sunday
Jewelry = bracelets
Season= summer
[Person who last.. ]
Slept in your bed = i think it was kate
Saw you cry = kate prob
Made you cry = a boy..:-/..i hate that
Yelled at you = dad
[Have you ever.. ]
Said "I love you" and meant it? = yep
Kept a secret from everyone? = ummm
Cried during a movie = yea...the notebook
Cried during a TV show = OC BABY
Been on stage = nope..
Wished you were another gender = ehhh...no
What time is it now? = 6:32
[This or That? ]
Apples or bananas? = apples
Spring or Autumn? = spring
What are you gonna do after you finish this?= shop
You bored? = extremely
Last thing smelled? = bacon

Thu, 10 Feb 2005 00:07:32 GMT

well this week so far has been a lil interesting..:-/..i am off to boston with the girlys in tres days...:)...happy b-day kate!!!...mucho lovee..it should be a amazing weekend...;-)..and well...beth took me hostage today and wouldnt let me leave...i was scared...but then maura told me now that i am her girlfrind i have to get used to it..this cant be good...im nervous...well i just got off the phone with my other girlfriend and she just got her first car..:-D...YAY!!!.. i love it...well i g2g...peace....

samma

Mon, 07 Feb 2005 22:29:43 GMT

FUCK...

sick all frgggin weekend...

Tue, 01 Feb 2005 00:19:09 GMT

my weekend sucked...i was soooo sick i thought i would die like 4000000 million times...:-/...was supposed to go shopping with maura...that didnt work out too well..:-/..shopping next weekend and such with the girls..:)....mucho love..

samma

Thu, 27 Jan 2005 22:10:40 GMT

yo..
well i havent updated in like 14587965 million years it seams (<~ is that how u spell it)..oh welll..exam week and it is pure hell.....i have exams...i do not like to study for them becasue then i get STRESSED...and i hate itt....well i think i did well on all of them except maybe my biology...:-/..but tomm it should be wicked easy...I HAVE GYM WITH THE HOTTEST GIRL IN TEH SCHOOL!!!!... my maura darling...hehe...well i am gonna talk to my darling amanda...:-P....well i am outt

~*samma~*....mucho loveeee

Tue, 25 Jan 2005 23:32:12 GMT

THE BASICS.....
1.Full Name: samantha lynne struebing
2.Birthday: november 1st 1988
3.Age: 16
4.Zodiac Sign: that bug oneee
5.Where you live: coventryyyyy
WHO.....
6. If you died tomorrow who would you leave everything you own to? ummm..i really do not have nething worth savinggg???
7.If you had to go live in borneo for the rest of your life and you could take one person on this earth,who would you take? whats a borneo
8.Who is the one person that you could stand spending a straight 24 hours with and not get the slightest bit annoyed with? ummmm...prob katie
9.If you woke up one morning and noticed that your leg was missing who would be the first person you would call? my mom...and cry....
10.Let's say your dad came in your room one day and told you that you had to get married in the next week but you can pick the person but you have to stay with them for the rest of your life no getting out of it, who would you pick? topher grace...he makes me laugh
11. What if you woke up tomorrow and you were someone else completely, who would you be? lindsey lohan...she is beautiful..

WHAT......
12.What would be the first thing you would do if you woke up one morning and you were the opposite sex? be a nice guy...cough cough...we need nice boys
13.If all of a sudden you had the ability to do one thing better than everyone else, have one amazing talent, what would it be? smarter
14.If you could change one thing about yourself, what would you change(personality and looks)? my boobs...haha michaela...
15.What is your dream career? a stripper...haha maura
16.What is the one thing you just have to do before you die? be famous
17.If you could be a member of any band that has ever exsisted, what band would that be?
g-unit
18.What is the thing you care about most in your life? my crew...:0)
WHICH ONE......
19.winter or summer? summer
20.the beach or the mountains? beach
21.pop or punk? punk
22.rock or rap? both
23.new york or L.A.? L.A
24.milk chocolate or dark chocolate? milk..
25.dogs or cats? dogs smell...
26.britney or christina? britney
27.leno or letterman? i cant stay up that late..or i am tired
28.mtv or vh1? mtv
29.country or classical? country
30.day or night? night..u can have more fun
31.lake or ocean? ocean
32.waffles or pancakes? netiher...
33.soccer or football? i love footballll...:-D
34.baseball or swimming? neither...ur hairs gets gross in bothh
35.chocolate or vanilla? chocolate
36.sugar or spice? is that a sexual ?..i cant answer those questions...
37.grisham or canyon vista? huh??

38.eminem-please stand up or please shut up? stand upppp
RANDOM....
39.If you could be in any movie as the lead role what movie would it be? cindarella story...two words...chad michael muarry
40.If you could design your perfect mate what would he/she look like and be like? he would have to be tall...atheletic....hott..i like the dark hair and dark eyes..he has to nice eyes...funny...patience..cuz i can be kinda slow sometimes....
41.If you won the lottery what would you do with your, let's say, 18 million dollars? move to L.A with the clog crew
42.What is the single most embarressing thing that has ever happened to you? prob falling inthe hallway

HAVE YOU EVER.....
43.fallen in front of someone you thought to be quite good looking? yes many times
44.run into a wall? yes i hurt myself alot like that
45.sleep walked? i might of and not known it
46.gone skinny-dipping? well there was this one time...and well...
47.kissed someone of the same sex? ummmm....dono
48.snuck out of the house at night? yeppp
49.gotten in a car wreck where you are the driver? no but i did get pulled over
50.laughed so hard that what you were drinking spewed out your nose? negative
51.started laughing really hard so you just spit out what you had in your mouth cause you couldn't swallow? yea..
52.swallow a bug? umm...i think i did
53. have you ever actually kept a new year's resolution? nope

Mon, 24 Jan 2005 17:46:40 GMT

I HAVE NEVER WANTED TO GO TO SCHOOL SO BADDDDDD.....

well besides that fact..i have done nothing all weekend and i want to get out of this friggin house...come save me...ahhhh....

Mon, 17 Jan 2005 21:34:49 GMT

at my darlings house...:)...we are being WICKED lazy and doin pretty much nothing...haha...it is alll gooodddd....well i am too lazy to write anything eles...peace

love always
samma

everyday ther is a battle...between what i want to be and what others want me to be...

Fri, 14 Jan 2005 02:44:44 GMT

well i had a fun night tonight and i didnt want it to end..me katie amanda and michaela all hung out and watched the occ...:)...amazing...and when i was sitting there all i could think about was my family...how can someone who loves you no matter what just leave you out like that...my grandfather died a year ago and all my uncle can say is ur a discrace to my family...i have never felt so alone and left out by my family...i sat there and thought why would he say this about me??...its it the way i dress..the way i talk...the way i walk...it shoudlnt matter he should always support me...maybe not..maybe i am that bad...but how come i only here it from him...how can i just let him do this to me...it is tearin me up inside and all i can do it cry about it..i hurt me soo much to think that my own family thinks that i am disgusting...i have never done anything to them...is it the fact that i have never gone to church with them one sundays...is it that fact that yea i waer a skirt to family dinners..is it that fact that i enjoy to spend alot of money onc clothes...or is it maybe that i am just not like them...i do not enjoy goin to church..yea i belive in god but i do not need someone telling me what to belive and what not to belive i can figure that out for my self..i do not like to wear jeans during the SUMMER when it is 9000 million degrees out...or becasue i enjoy nicce things...i mean i work to get tehm and i do not get things handed to me on a silver platter...i do not get it...i my never get it but akll i know that i have a amzing group of frind that will alwasy be there...and ther is that other side of my family i that i love with all my heart...and i know that that is enoguh for me

Fri, 07 Jan 2005 23:24:16 GMT

there is nothing i can say to make this to go away...

i know that i have screwed up in more reasons then you can think of in the last couple of days i hav elost some of the people that mean the most to me...i was beind stupid and i didnt think of the people i was prob hurting the most..i am sorry..you know who you are...i never thought in a million year that i would have group of friend like you and i am sorry for everything i have done

Wed, 05 Jan 2005 23:33:51 GMT

But I keep coming back in, coming back in, coming back in to you
Yes, I'm coming back in, coming back in, 'cause I know what you do
So I'm coming back in, coming back in,
I'm coming back in to you, to you

Always searching for that one reason
To run off with the tide, to change with the season
Always needing time to contemplate
The emotions I give, but you can't reciprocate

i need to stop comin back innnn..........

samma

update number 2

Mon, 03 Jan 2005 22:37:11 GMT

I see no need to go through the same situation
Always so complicated with these relations
So I got to get away
Knowing that my heart will stray
Handling more than I can
Why the same old story again?

I think it's time for a change
'Cause I'm tired of these games
I'm gonna leave it inside
'Cause I'm all right on the outside
And I'm tired of this raine
And I'm tired of the shame
I'm gonna leave it inside
'Cause I'm all right on the outside

Trying so hard to make it work out, but I can live without
All of these silly games that I know nothing about
This is getting way out of hand
Fallin down, unable to stand
Emotions I've chosen to ignore
Do I know what I'm looking for?

I'm a little tired, I'm gonna leave it inside
I'm a little tired, I'm gonna leave it inside
I think it's time for a change
'Cause I'm tired of these games
I'm gonna leave it inside
'Cause I'm alright on the outside
And I'm tired of this rain
And I'm tired of the shame
I'm gonna leave it inside
'Cause I'm all right on the outside
I think it's time for change
'Cause I'm tired of these games
I'm gonna leave it inside
I'm gonna leave it inside

it has been a long frggin time...

Mon, 03 Jan 2005 22:31:15 GMT

wow it has been like forever and a half and i havent updated...oh well...well christmas was good excpet the fact that i had a blowout with the fams...i left 2 days after chrsitmas for fla...it was SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO much funnnn..i got to hang out with my girly kate...:)...so many fun times...and plenty of boys...:0)..then we came back to ri and there was no cute boys...oh well...it was fun while it lasted....and i came to the conculsion that people from texas talk ALOT!!!!!!...oh well....well iam off to get in the shower....peace out kiddies...

love ya lots.

samma

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!

Sun, 26 Dec 2004 00:19:56 GMT

MERRY CHRISTMAS

Wed, 22 Dec 2004 23:08:07 GMT

well last time i didnt and even look @ the time and it was like 6:40 and i had practice in like 10 min soi had to cut it short..oh well..well monday was decent and i babysat @ night as u know for satans offspring...haha...i crack myself upp....tuesday iwnet x-mas shoppin and had a amazing time...:0)...and todya was uneventful...but i foudn this reallyyy cute quote thing from my buddi Will...he makes me happy...:0)

Life

It's like coming down from a mountain. At the top, when you're young, you can start out
in any direction you want. If you change your mind you can walk around to the other
side with just a few steps. But when you're halfway down the mountain it takes a
journey even to change from one valley to the next. Worse yet, the view you once had,
the view that let everything fit together in one sweep of the eyes, the view is lost.......

wow...i loved it...SECRET SANTA...hehe i know who i have...

im in a better mood...:)

Tue, 21 Dec 2004 23:41:37 GMT

well..boys and girlies...i was in a cranky mood last time i updated and now i am not...haha...well monday i went to school and it was decent no compliants...hehe....well then i had to babysitt satnans offspring....4 OF THEM...AHHHHHH!!!..well i update when i get home...bye